When you’re desperately holding onto a relationship, it’s usually more about attachment than love. What love wants for the other person is happiness. Fear wants to hold onto whatever appears to make you happy so you don’t have to feel alone.
Nothing in life lasts forever. Every experience and relationship eventually runs its course.
It’s time to focus on myself and what I want. This is a liberating time. 2015 gives me freedom I asked for. Breaking up is not the end of the world. There will be another relationship, another great love and another bad ending. It’s just a dream.
The breakup happened just before the Holidays but, is there ever a good time to break up with someone? The relationship with the Angel is finished, it just faded away. It’s by far stupid thing to stay together out of pity, fear, cowardliness or laziness. Lets get real and move on.
And this is all I want to say about my breakup. There will be no online drama here. I already unfriended the Angel from Facebook and I deleted her from my phone. My advise to her is to stop reading this blog.
I'm moving on.
I've no intention to dwell on what went wrong or what I could have done differently. I might think I made mistake, and if only I didn't do it I wouldn't be in this position right now. I don’t want to go down that road - there’s nothing good down there!
I'm strong, happy, passionate person and as such I will get through this time and attract someone equally amazing. I'll not allow sadness, depression or guilt to come to me. In one way or another, I will meet people and create all kinds of possibilities for relationships - only if I forgive myself, let go, and open myself up... that's it.